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Drunken Rant: Time Flys By Way Faster Than You Think...

 Holy Shit, What the Fuck?     "Holy shit, what the fuck?" The first words that came to my mind as I decided to check Facebook for the first time in who knows how long...  A feeling of fleeting memories, nostalgia, and self hatred as I realize the past 10 years have flown by beyond any thought of my own.  "What the hell happened to me?"  "Just how much has the world changed?"  "How much have I Changed?" "How much have my friends changed?"  All questions that have come to me as I notice the world is leaving me behind... 10 Years is an Eternity....     "How the fuck am I still alive?"  A question I ask myself  to this day, a question weighted by previous military experience, illness, and multiple near death experiences.  In a couple of months ill be turning 31,  both a blessing and a curse, a life so far living to the most extremes of emotional and physical being.   10 years ago I was in the middle of a w...